Kubbra Sait recalls the pain of undergoing an abortion: 'I felt hollow, not worth it at all, but…'

Kubbra Sait shares her personal journey of abortion, reflecting on the emotional and physical challenges she faced in solitude. Despite the initial struggle, she considers it an act of self-empowerment. Her upcoming film, Deva, features her in an action-packed role, showcasing her dedication and skill.
Kubbra Sait recalls the pain of undergoing an abortion: 'I felt hollow, not worth it at all, but…'
Kubbra Sait, known for her role as Kukoo in Sacred Games, has also appeared in Jawaani Jaaneman and Foundation. An actress, host, and author, her memoir Open Book: Not Quite a Memoir shares her life experiences. In an interview, she opened up about her abortion journey.
In a chat with Bollywood Bubble, Kubbra shared her experience of undergoing an abortion, admitting that she initially felt weak and unworthy rather than strong. She struggled with the decision but later realized that it was an act of self-empowerment. She broke societal norms and faced it alone, without informing anyone at the time.

Kubbra also recalled how the emotional impact of her abortion hit her unexpectedly during a conversation with a friend. Years later, while dealing with heavy bleeding on a shoot, she kept her struggles to herself, believing no one would understand. Eventually, she found strength in sharing her story, realizing it was for her own healing, not for others' judgment.

Kubbra further reflected on how one doesn’t fully grasp the impact of such a decision at the moment. She acknowledged the uncertainty it brings but shared a positive update, mentioning that her health remains in great condition. Through her book, she aimed to present her story with balance—neither too heavy nor too light.
In the 2025 action-thriller Deva, Kubbra Sait plays Dipti Singh, a committed police officer. Directed by Rosshan Andrrews, the film stars Shahid Kapoor, Pooja Hegde, and Pavail Gulati. Kubbra trained intensively for three months, mastering action sequences. Her powerful performance has been praised for its depth, leaving a strong impact.
author
About the Author
TOI Entertainment Desk

The TOI Entertainment Desk is a dynamic and dedicated team of journalists, working tirelessly to bring the pulse of the entertainment world straight to the readers of The Times of India. No red carpet goes unrolled, no stage goes dark - our team spans the globe, bringing you the latest scoops and insider insights from Bollywood to Hollywood, and every entertainment hotspot in between. We don't just report; we tell tales of stardom and stories untold. Whether it's the rise of a new sensation or the seasoned journey of an industry veteran, the TOI Entertainment Desk is your front-row seat to the fascinating narratives that shape the entertainment landscape. Beyond the breaking news, we present a celebration of culture. We explore the intersections of entertainment with society, politics, and everyday life.

End of Article
FOLLOW US ON SOCIAL MEDIA
Tired of too many ads?